A lot of people seem to think that crossdressing is an addiction because most crossdressers cannot stop crossdressing even if they tried. Sadly, there is a good number of crossdressers who feel that their own crossdressing is a terrible addiction they need to rid themselves of. We all grow up learning about how “wrong” crossdressing is. It’s driven into our heads repeatedly throughout our lives.
Myth: Crossdressing is an addiction like alcoholism or any other drug dependency that must be overcome. Fact: Although crossdressing may addictive to some, crossdressing itself is not an addiction, but rather a personal trait like being right or left handed.
Here is the word “addiction” as defined by two popular online dictionary resources:
Marriam-Webster definition:
Addiction: (2) compulsive need for and use of a habit-forming substance (as heroin, nicotine, or alcohol) characterized by tolerance and by well-defined physiological symptoms upon withdrawal; broadly: persistent compulsive use of a substance known by the user to be harmful
Dictionary.com definition:
Addiction: the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming, as narcotics, to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.
Almost anything enjoyable can become an addiction. Not including obvious drugs, people have become addicted to television, food, sex, gambling, the internet, gaming (video games), extreme sports (like sky diving), and working (workaholic) to name a few. Each of the mentioned “addictions” are perfectly normal, everyday activities accepted by most of society. Normal, accepted activities or not, sometimes people do become addicted and it can have devastating consequences on their lives.
Because people have the potential to become addicted to playing video games, does that mean that a video game enthusiast is automatically an addict? What about a hard core football fan who eats, lives, and breathes football – would they be considered an addict because of their extreme love of the game and all things related? I think in both cases, to cease the desired activity of choice would cause withdrawal, perhaps even “severe trauma”. How many football lovers do you know could just give up the game? If they cannot give it up, does it make their “addictive” behavior a destructive force in their lives?
If an activity does not consume a person’s time and resources to the extent that responsibilities are neglected and/or physical harm is caused, is there truly a problem?
Sports, gaming, and watching television are each well accepted activities in today’s society. With few exceptions, none of these activities are seen as addictions or destructive behaviors simply because people indulge. It is unlikely that people who enjoy these activities posses the will power to just give them up and stop forever. In most cases, there is no reason to do so anyway.
So why then do so many people consider crossdressing such an evil addiction? It has been established that crossdressing, like any other activity, can become an addiction to some, but why consider crossdressing an addiction, period? Is it because it is a social taboo? Is it because it makes some people uncomfortable? Is it because of all the other idiotic crossdressing myths put together?
Here’s my theory: Those who classify crossdressing as an addiction simply don’t like the idea of crossdressing, period, and think that vilifying it and shaming people will make it go away. Sadly, in some cases this tactic does work and people will be shamed into giving up crossdressing. With enough reinforcement though, you can pretty much shame any confused person into anything.
As I stated in the opening paragraph of this myth, some crossdressers classify crossdressing as an addiction. They believe they are addicted, it is no good for them, and feel the need to quit. I once fell into this category, but only because my mind had been filled with all the negative garbage and lies about it. Wouldn’t it be interesting if football was the big social taboo and football fans were constantly made to feel bad about themselves for their love of the “evil” game. If that argument sounds silly to you, then perhaps I made my point.
Crossdressing, on the whole, is no more an addiction than anything else people do and enjoy because it is a part of who they are. If you disagree because crossdressers can’t stop, then keep in mind the football fan who can’t give up football. The only major difference is that society frowns on one, and not the other. Neither are destructive behaviors in and of themselves.
Consider this: Most people love chocolate. If you don’t care for chocolate, then pick another food that you really enjoy – chips, pretzels, ice cream, pork, steak, whatever. I’m going to use chocolate for this example, but please substitute your own favorite food or snack.
Stop eating chocolate forever. Never pick up another piece of the dark, delicious treat ever again. You’ll still see all those commercials for chocolate candy bars, candy coated chocolate, chocolate ice cream, milkshakes, soft, hot homemade chocolate chip cookies, etc. People will still enjoy chocolate in front of you, but you must never touch it again. If you do, then you obviously need professional help because you’re clearly addicted and this destructive behavior needs to be overcome. ;)
Funny how no one hates chocolate lovers or sports enthusiasts. Why then crossdressers? What on earth did we do to deserve all this? God forbid we’re allowed to be ourselves.
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Tags: addiction, cliches, crossdressing, mental health, myths
By Mina on Jun 28, 2009 | Reply
I really like your example with chocolate. I agree on how any activity may become an addiction. Sometimes I wish we lived in a time where no sexual boundaries existed. Where all these stupid taboos, myths and social expectations didn’t influence us and individuality wasn’t as bad as a crime.
Anyways, good post. :)
Ciao.
By Gabrielle on Jun 28, 2009 | Reply
We’ll eventually get there, Mina. We’re still in the 1950′s when it comes to transgendered issues… and honestly almost any other issue having to do with sexuality, gender, and even sex itself.
In the future, the senseless myths, taboos, and social expectations will seem as ridiculous as the idea of not allowing women to wear pants or vote would seem to day. These too, were once outrageous concepts that much of society clung to with a vengeance.
Unfortunately, I don’t know what that future will arrive. There are so many people who just don’t understand and so many who simply don’t want to understand.
It is funny when you think about it – all the idiotic things that people get all bent out of shape over. And people think society is so advanced these days. I beg to differ.
We’ll get there one day, though. :)
By Kelly on May 10, 2010 | Reply
I have been a “closet” crossdresser since I was 12.I am now in my mid 30′s and still enjoy dressing up very much.I get home every day and dress up as sometimes I will wear a wig and make-up,nail polish,and High heels and just walk around the house and sit and watch tv fully dressed.I change into different outfits and wear them for an hour or so. I even sleep in night gowns/night shirts with tights or pantyhose on.”if it makes u happy it can’t be that bad”
By pythos on Jun 23, 2010 | Reply
There are times I feel that I am addicted to crossdressing.
I far prefer the feel and look of hose and skirt to jeans. I love to squeeze into my spandex jeans, opposed to putting on a pair of ill fitting slacks.
I like to have my own look opposed to the blank slate that is my “normal” face.
But then I look at people that say that “they would die if they didn’t have so on and so forth.” Like some sport, or book, or drink, and so on.
I know that when I wear what I like I am also limiting what I can do. But is this due to me, or is it due to closed minded people? I think the answer to that is, yes.
It is both parties’ faults. It is my fault for allowing fear to control my action, and it is “society’s” fault for being such sheep.
I was recently invited to a live roll playing Vampire campaign. I was already planning on having an androgynous vampire character, (shock and horror, the looks of which would be not far from my preferred look) During the planning session with my friends that were all gung ho to have some really exotic characters, we spend an hour batting around ideas and in the end we end up with four Malkaivians, that run a bar (it started off as a Goth, Bondage club, not unlike that seen in Matrix Reloaded), but over time ended up being a “dive”, and our characters became average as far as looks were concerned to maintain the “mascarade”.
Now because of this, I am thinking of not attending. I wanted to play FANTASY. Not average run of the mill, wearing jeans in place of a long elegant skirt, or tight sexy catsuit.
So in this case, I am limiting myself due to my desire to wear what I like. I am still working on this though. Hopefully I can persuade the change of minds.
*For those that don’t know. Vampire LARP, or live action roll playing, is a game. It is like dungeons and dragons, but instead of adventurers in a fantasy world, you play the role of a vampire of several different types. It is done as a live action opposed to table top. In other words you physically play your character, which means costumes and acting. :)
VERY nerdy, but if done with the right group it can be great fun*
By Gabrielle on Jun 23, 2010 | Reply
Thanks for sharing, Pythos. :) In regard to the “addiction” angle, I think a lot of people mistake very meaningful things in their lives for “addiction” when those things fall outside the “norm”. That is not to say that this is always the case, but I do tend to see a lot of people proactively trying to justify their beloved [insert item/activity] and explain how it isn’t an addition before going into it out of fear that it might be labeled as “unhealthy” by others. I also notice a lot of trans folk talking about their need to crossdress as a compulsion or “addiction” in a way that is far more suggestive of guilt brought on by knowledge of how society views transgenderism and NOT in a way that is truly indicative of real addiction. It is interesting how all people have a very real *need* to be themselves, and yet when that (very normal) need goes against the grain of the mainstream “norm”, it is wrongfully reclassified as a “compulsion” or “addiction”. Very sad.
If you’re addicted to your own need to be **yourself**, Pythos, then I wouldn’t call that a real addiction. So long as it does not inhibit your ability to function (meaning take care of necessary business in life, NOT just when you feel the need to be private), then it is certainly not unhealthy or an addiction.
Nerdy or not, vampire LARP or just LARP in general sounds pretty cool to me. It’s a shame the group you’re planning with has downgraded the game to mundane “everyday” blah, blah. If you don’t mind a little push from yours truly, regardless of what the others decide upon for themselves, have the courage to at least request (ask) to do things your way. If they feel it would detract from the game because of what they’re trying to do, then you must respect that and decline or participate in the mutually agreed upon way. If they do not have an issue with it, then go for it. You’ll NOT be alone – you’ll be among friends. :) You’ll just happen to look the coolest and feel the best inside. ;) If you go it alone (as in the only one really dressed up as you like), then be sure to OWN it. There are no insecurities about what others might think. There is ONLY the mighty Pythos – LARP enthusiast, and master of all that is and all that matters [in your life]. :)
By pythos on Jun 27, 2010 | Reply
Gabrielle,
I did it. I went in my adrogynous mode for the game. I wore all black (duh), which consisted of my American Apparel disco pant (gads I love these things), dress shirt, motor cycle boots, and a short cotton jacket. Ankh, black long rocker wig, and tame make up. Loosely worn around my waist my thick ringed belt.
My character being the adrogynous male goth bartender. Completely as far as looks were concerned patterned off my clubbing self. A fine line between masculine and feminine.
I was completely accepted, and drew the attention of a couple of females, both in game and out. Very nice. My three friends and my self, and two others were the most decked out, out of 50 people who chose to go very mundane.
The game was interesting, I was a bit shy, which is not unusual for me.
But later on in the game I got more into it.
During the after game we were explaining our characters and I explained what mine was, and the basis. No one objected to my views of clothing choices, and one girl was intrigued when I mentioned Malcom (my character), would show up in all manner of styles, not excluding heels and or catsuits.
This should be the most fun I have had in years. Or I sure hope so.
LOL
By Gabrielle on Jun 27, 2010 | Reply
That’s awesome, Pythos! :) I’m so happy to hear you went through with it and that you had a great time. Better yet, everyone involved had no objections AND you drew intrigue from at least one woman because of how you presented yourself.
Much respect to you for going through with it, Pythos! Even though you weren’t truly “crossdressed” but rather doing the (in my own words) somewhere in between or “androgynous” look, I think it’s safe to say that choosing to go out in public and participate in a group activity like this in you preferred style offered you the chance to have a much better time and fully enjoy yourself far more than had you gone out in “normal” (socially accepted) attire. That certainly doesn’t sound like a “destructive addiction” to me. ;)